Did something hit me?

The urgency is gone. The pressure is gone. The unknown is now known and the excitement has thus withered off. Yeah there is this new and an equally challenging proposal waiting to happen. But there is a small wait before i can actually take it up.

Things changed for me in a matter of an hour. It took me 2 days for the change to sink in. It is all so surreal. Am so used to putting in my best efforts to get wht i want... cant understand how this just landed on my lap. It didnt give me a chance to show my best to the very least let alone challenge me. The consequence... I doubt the crediblity of whats on my lap (which is stupid coz i always wanted it).... Is it good enough? Could I have got better? Is there anything better than this anyways? Am i thinking too much?

There is this tendency that people have. Most of them. If not most, then a few like me. People like to hunt their rewards. when you see that reward in your hand you want to remember the efforts that you went through to get it. Sometimes then it isnt abt the reward itself but the way to get the reward that becomes important. The process then is the reward.

But then sometimes you let nature takes its course. Flow with it and absorb what it gives you. When i sit back today and wonder what would have possibly been a better situation than the one that i am in now, there is none. Just that it took its own course when i least expected it. When i was ready with a Plan A, plan B and a plan C... Nature took plan D and there i was looking at something which i didnt believe could happen so fast...

What happens, happens for the best. Whatever is to happen will happen eventually. AND I KNOW I AM THINKING TOO MUCH.....