Change I Guess

It took me 3 attempts to get my blogname correct. I tried inertiauninterrupted, uninterruptedinertia, unintentedinertia n then eventually I got it right. I laughed. I havent been around on this blog for like ages now (more than a year to be precise) & it is so off my mind that I forgot my own blog name.

There was a reason why I had thought of this name. It had a reasoning for me. I guess am no more in that state of mind anymore. Change I guess.

I was travelling by a taxi the other day. I saw this handsome guy waiting at the signal. I realised I was staring. And then it struck me. Hey, he is not supposed to be my types (or so I believe). Now my type is definitely not the guy in crisp ironed, spotless & bright white shirt. With amazing heart melting sleek leather shoes. Cropped hair with tiny spikes, trendy sophisticated glasses with a briefcase that spelt 'Elite & Corporate'... believe me, that has not been 'my' type ever! Change I guess.

I dont speak the way I used to. I think before I speak now. I dont loose my head that easily now. I am getting a little bit more spiritual now. I have started (trying) to judge people/situations now (I never bothered earlier. Now i cant afford to). It is difficult to hurt me now. It is difficult to impress me now. Change I guess.

A few years back I did not want to be associated with the category that I belong to. The people who work, 9 to 5, slog it out. Party in the most happening places, have friends they air kiss to. Well, I work 9 to 7 on most days & 10 on a lot of days & sometimes even 1 in the night if a boss decided to demand an annual presentation. I do go to some happening places many weekends & I do have a set of people I air kiss to. So I guess am pretty much there where I did not want to be. Change I guess.

One thing I havent changed though. I had decided I am gonna try & be everything that I ever want to be. I still have my friends who will tell me that it wasnt worth loosing a friend over a tiny fight (a fight that lasted more than a month), I still go back home to parents who wake me up every morning & literally drag me to breakfast table. I still have a sis with whom i fight over whose earring is it anyway! I still go to worli seaface & talk drab with friends. I still love my life as much as yesterday. I love this... Change... I guess!