When will be a day when you can say that you are ready to die? When will it be when you can just close your eyes and say that you are done with all that you had to take from this world and given all that you could? Do you think such a day will ever come in your life? Does a feeling like this have to mean that you are suicidal? Suicide is such a negative term. Couldn’t there be a time when you happily and full of content feel that you are ready to accept that you have done all that you wanted to do? It need not be the act of ending your life. It is just a feeling of content, happiness, so full of life that it wouldn’t matter whether there would be another day or not. Suicide is helplessness, contempt, failure, loss of hope. What I am talking about is content, happiness and serenity. A sort of abundance of it. At that moment you realised that IF you died there was no reason for you to turn back and change something in what you have already created. Yeah you live the next day and create new purpose for life. You live the usual way. Unravelling other things in life. But that moment that passed by was different. You knew that there was so much more left to see in this world, but it didn’t matter. You were content with what you had in your hands right at that moment. The feeling of peace so over whelming that it just didn’t matter whether the world was topsy turvy the next day. It wouldn’t matter if this was the end...
If you have never felt this way... its something that you missing big time. Its is just a moment, that might strike you when you least expect it. But it is the moment when you are really happy. And if it dosent strike you even after a lot of efforts, try getting stoned or high on dope. I guess that will work too.
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3 comments:
Never felt it ....
Welll hav to do much much more in life .... hav to justify my human birth and hey leave an indelible mark on the earth !!
Miles to go b4 I sleep ....
have felt suicidal many times.....but the feeling has helped me to understand that im powerful and can end it all.... but also helped me know....that feeling powerful is really not that great a feeling!!!!!
power is in the end such a relative term. different things make different people powerful. And what is power at the end of it all. For sum living a life on their own terms also signifies power....
I am happy to learn that you have come out of a very depressing situation (it is one of a milder way to put it) with such grt understanding. for me this understandng is true power....
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